445th post, rainstorm.

First MSA is over.
My results in descending order :/
H2 math- A
H2 history- B
H1 GP- D
H2 Lit- U (LOL except for 1 S, the rest of the cohort got a big fat U for lit -.-)
H1 Econ- (pending)


May not be the best result but i'm not about to give up now.
Must continue to jiayou!

School has been busy (except for the breaks LOL) so hasn't been updating regularly.

Anyway, I pre-ordered CNBLUE's Special Limited Edition album already!!
Super excited and happy :D Can't wait to get it.
Must wait for about 2 weeks though sigh.
Another week plus to go.
Some things I do still reminds me of Yongseo sometimes LOL.
But then yea, should just get used to them not being a couple on wgm anymore.
Stopped watching wgm already haha.
Wgm is just not fun to watch without yongseo.

Recently, school has cut down dramatically on the number of tv dramas I can watch :/
Basically stopped watching the 8/9 pm show for some time already sigh.
I miss the times when I can just sit there and watch for hours hahaha.
Buttttt, I still managed to watch Zhong Wu Yan! :)





















Love the show !
Love Cheryl Yang!
Love Ming Dao!
Love Zhong Wu Yan in the show!
From this show I actually learnt the importance of persevering till the end LMAO. No kidding. That's where my new found positiveness is coming from LOLLL.
So I totally adore this show hahaha.
Of course, also due to the fact that Ming Dao and Cheryl Yang are such a sweet couple in the show. Hahaha
Shows me that true love never dies huh ? ^^
And, love will see us through all difficulties.
And and, I totally love the trust they have for each other. :))
Tsk, totally proves that if you really love someone you would not "pi tui" can, even if the temptation is the hottest model in Taiwan or the rich suave CEO of a large company.
Ahhh, how can Cheryl Yang look so pretty even with that huge red birthmark on her face?!! HAHA

Alright, end of the positive part.
You can just stop reading now if you simply abhor negativeness LOL.
(It's a whole new different issue altogether)

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I don't know if what I'm doing is correct, will it help you or will it bother you?
I simply do not know but I must still try because you seem to be spiraling down into the abyss of pain.

And I guess, i'm not good at making friends.
It never ended well.
At the end of the day, it seems like i'm still not remembered, not welcomed, not bothered with.
I'm trying hard but sometimes I wished they will just tell me what's wrong with me.
So that I can stop groping around in the darkness looking for something I know is there but don't know where.
So that I can change myself for the better.
Maybe it's cus of all these, afraid of more rejections, that i've stopped talking a lot more.
Silence may be better.
You talk less, you make less mistakes.
But I don't want that. I don't want to look like some some autistic teenager -.-

Is it because I lack the communication skills, the social skills, the charisma or because I'm holding on to the wrong people?
Someone tell me what to do.

I need a breakthrough
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Hah, last note, I really love ZWY! ^^ hahaha
And CNBLUE!
And Yongseo!

Added new songs to my music playlist :)

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