420th post, rainy.

Results were disastrous.
Disappointed or expected?
I'm cutting down on everything from now onwards; outings, tv and com until o level ends.
Because even if my results aren't perfect when i receive it next year, I would know that at least I've tried.
Which is more important than the actual results itself.
Bye till november 15 ends.

Labels: disastrous results, mia

419th post, rainy.

Had career guidance course today for star.
And we had to dress up formally.
Thus, I took whatever that will make me look like an OL from my mother's cupboard haha.
Thought I was going to be late so rushed to school but luckily the bus came real fast so i wasn't lol.
My mother's heels was killing me ! LOL
I guess almost all the girls wearing heels were in agony hahahaha.
It's like painful much? Both my feet have some parts reddened now LOL.
Basically, learned interview skills during the course which was really helpful for future interviews. :)
The course ended late so I couldn't go and meet them at sentosa cus needed to go home and eat tuan yuan fan.
Next time after O's ba haha.
I'M DEFINITELY PLANNING ACTIVITIES FOR FUN!!!

What if i'm the only one with poor results tomorrow? :(

Labels: career guidance course

418th post, cloudy.

Labels: afraid

417th post, sunny .

Biology paper 1 was still do-able today .
Hais, somehow I believe that tomorrow's 2 paper ones won't be as do-able :/
Uber tiredddd now.
Ominous feeling for my results lol.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I think my blog has become my "avenue" for vents LOL.
Cus if we follow like in shows go somewhere shout to let out stress , i think people will most probably think we siao haha.

Blog will be mia-ing soon cus I cannot study when I on the com.
7 more weeks?
Then i'm free from O levels.
And can PARTEHHHH. SING KKKK. CHALETTTT. PLAYYY. DO HARDCORE TV WATCHING 12 HOURS A DAY (Kidding hahahahaha) .
For now all these are still a dream :/
So near yet so far.
For now, shall stick to mugging and more mugging .
7 weeks will probably pass in a flash.

Labels: dream of o lvl ending soon, vent

416th post, sunny.

WGM Chuseok Special Horror Episode was daebak ! Hahaha

Score! xD (like finally)


























































I think this photo very funny hahahaha , cus of the exclamation marks drawn xD

































Woo :D
Love love love.
Everybody clap clap clap .
LOL.
Haha.
Now just waiting for english sub.
Anyway read somewhere that wgm viewer rating was dropping, crapppps.
Hope it rebounds soon.

Argh, bio paper 1 tomorrow.
Siansation.
And body aching now from painting my room with my father yesterday LOL.

Labels: bio paper 1 DDD:, wgm yongseo goguma couple is love :D

415th post, sunny.

Note to self: Never become a painter. Haha .

Labels: bored

414th post , rainy .

I'm so screwed for physics.
Maybe I'll even have problems passing.
Is the paper too hard or is my physics knowledge really so limited?
"Wish there is a soundproof room where I can scream and shout as loud as I want to"
Saw this on my primary school friend's facebook status and recalled how often I had dreamed of such a room too lol.
AHHHHHHHHHHH
GE2 was such an ordeal , wonder how will my results be? :/
Last three science paper ones next monday and tuesday.
Then it will be one more month before O levels.
And here comes my favourite line - so little time, so many things to do.
I'll really look forward to the day O level ends.
Fun , enjoyment , relaxation AND.. A.. LIFE.
This is a really no life life .
But like WQ said , we'll just have to be geeks for one more month haha.

Ahh, anyway was kinda pissed just now .
I know people do change and get influenced by the many many things around them cus it happens to me too.
But it really matters whether you've change for the best or the worst.
I don't know whether is it that you have changed or I didn't know you well enough in the first place but you're starting to remind me of someone.
Can't humans be more understanding , kinder or just respect others more ?
Yea it's okay to kp sometimes but there are limits as well.
And I believe that race and religion issues are where the line is drawn.
Seriously, I think that's how racial riots come about.
Lastly, I simply can't stand warped logic and reasoning.

Off to bed.
Perhaps some part of my irritation came from lack of rest and all the stress.
In the morning it will be a new day.
I hope the WGM Chuseok Special Horror Episode will come out tomorrow. :)
It feels like the end of exams already man cus i'm all ready to slack ://
Gotta do revision over the weekends :////

Labels: need rest

413th post , sunny .

A lil sick now . :/ But i'll recover soon :)
AHHH, GE2 IS A KILLER . LOL
Totally trample on our motivation . Mine that is .
Gotta get rid of the demoralisation and make use of the remaining time left.
And then when O's end can play as much as we want ! :D
WOO.
Excited by just that thought alone.
Seriously, I don't know how what i'm studying now is going to help in my future career.
I don't think I'm going to have a science career and i'm definitely not going to be a doctor!
Greattttt. Shall use the after O's holiday to think about what I want to be ba .

Emath paper 2 later. Yesterday's paper was crap. I think today will be worse. Paper 2s are always always tougher.
Anyway, don't know why i woke up at 8 plus today. (--.ll) Then after that cannot fall asleep again . Gonna be tired during the paper i guess @.@

Wahaha, CNBLUE has two new songs :D I don't know why and lie.
Now listening to I'm a loner on my music player :D
Love them <3
And, can't wait for the special horror edition of WGM this sat !!

Later, going to meet SL for lunch .
Now, think i go revise emath. -yawns
Tomorrow, physics - screwed ! :O

Labels: cnblue :D, tired

412th post, sunny day.

I've finally decided to post hahaha. Cus didn't went out much except for today. Rest of the days were slacking at home :/ I know I got to study but then being unable to memorize the notes pretty much demoralize me once i pick up a note to revise. If not I'll be feeling sleepy when i open a book , wth. I gotta force myself to do more work tomorrow !

Today went to eat at sakura with Jolene, Corene, Janet, Christina, Bernard, Chek Hui, Yong Kai, Ryan, Daniel, Mathew and Zong Yi . Super expensive man. :O And I couldn't eat a lot, unlike the guys (I admire their huge appetite :O) , so was quite a waste of money. :SS Hahaha, think I won't go again unless I can eat more ;P And if it's more in my food scope, cus in sakura I don't eat raw food or oysters, which i think is the main factor why it's so expensive to eat there. Anyway, tried my best to eat as much as i can xD hahaha, then I think by the time i was bloated, the guys were only beginning LOL. By the time we exit sakura, it was really hilarious to see the guys all stuffed beyond words hahaha.
After that by don't know who's idea, we ended up walking one huge round to fort canning park and had to climb quite a lot of stairs LOL. It was tiring but funny LOL. Then we found a swing and the guys began playing on it. The swing look like it was going to fall apart anytime soon HAHA. So the guys sitting on the swing were pretty scared when those pushing pushed too hard xD .

After that went to Clark Quay Central to buy sweets.
Then went to Harbour Front and went home in bus 30.
Really feel like sleeping on the bus LOL.
I think I will be afraid of food for some time now HAHA.
And , I really got to start on serious work soon ! :OO
Woo, so sleepy now.

HAHA. And I really got to say this ,
I LOVE CNBLUE AND GOGUMA COUPLE . LOLLLL :D

Labels: tiring but fun day